Stress, like blood glucose
spikes, has an insidious effect on the body. I am not qualified to go
into the biological aspects of stress, but over the past three weeks
I have certainly been forcibly made aware of the physical and mental
consequences.
I have also been reminded
that I have not cured my diabetes over the past decade; at best I
have maintained good control. Control which can swiftly degrade under
stress.
I post my story partly
as an explanation to the people on various forums who may have
wondered at my absence over the past month, and also as an example to
others undergoing stress to reassure you that you are not alone, we
all experience our own personal tragedies and stresses. I am not
looking for sympathy, I have already received a great deal of
support. My intention is to show that this can happen to anyone. If
your numbers are rising when under stress, the cause is not always
poor diet or inadequate medications. Resolving or dealing with the
causes of the stress are just as important.
To set the scene, my usual
fasting blood glucose over the past few years has been in the range
5.5(100) to 6.5(117). I suffer from Dawn Phenomenon so I am reasonably happy with that. My A1c has been in the low 6% range. In
contrast, for the past two weeks I have not seen a fasting blood
glucose under 7.5(135) and if my A1c was tested right now I doubt it
would be under 7%.
Physical stress.
Three weeks ago I was
cooking sausages on the barbecue raising money for our local
Neighbourhood Centre, something I have done twice a month for several
years. After cooking several hundred sausages I had to empty the hot
drained fat container and carelessly spilt some on my hand, mainly my
right index finger. The doctor said it was second and possibly third
degree burns. That placed my system under some stress as it slowly
healed; I took the final bandages off yesterday, but I am still
applying ointments. At least I can type with two fingers again. I
noticed that my fasting numbers immediately rose about a mmol
(18mg/dl) – and stayed up.
Financial stress.
Just before I burned my
hand I arranged tradesmen to renovate my bathroom. Plumber,
carpenter, tiler etc. I am an experienced home handyman so the
budget was based on doing most of the preparation work – removing old
tiles, shower screens, cabinets etc – myself. Suddenly all that had
to be done at tradesmen's rates. The budget has blown out.
Personal stress.
About three years ago my
younger brother was diagnosed with cancer. Over the next couple of
years he underwent chemo but made the wise decision to spend as much
time as he could travelling with his family and enjoying life between
chemo sessions. He did not change his bright, happy character at all.
Three days after I burned
my hand my brother's wife rang to say we needed to go to the
hospital, two hours away. When we arrived it became clear he would
not be leaving hospital alive. We stayed for a couple of days, then
returned home. On return we received an email that one of my wife's
best friends had died in hospital, also from cancer.
Four days later my
brother's pain left him. Two days later we attended my wife's
friend's funeral. Two days ago we went to my brother's funeral. Some
time during that period we discovered that the bathroom renovation
required more extensive work than we first realised. It didn't really
seem that important now.
This morning my fasting
blood glucose was over 8(144). However, my bandages are off, I will
continue to grieve but the worst is over, and today is a new day. In
reviewing the past few weeks I realise that I also let my usual
dietary regimen slip. Not surprising, but that is something I can
change.
It's time for me to begin
again, testing, testing..
I know that there will be
people reading this who are going through situations far worse than
mine. I hope that my story helps a little by letting you know you are
not alone.
Cheers, Alan, T2, Australia.
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I know it's been 3 years since your brother died but I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. I lost my sister in June 2013 to cancer so I know what that feels like.....
ReplyDeleteThank you for your understanding comment Pdilly.
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